| Flying Solo --- | Written about my ex-boyfriend. I think this shows pretty typical "feeling like you've been abandoned" reactions to a break-up as BPD's see it and being very angry. |
| Fortress --- | Written around the same time as "Flying Solo". Exact same reason and style, just different words. |
| DeathDreams --- | A poem which pretty well sums up the year of '97 for me. |
| Sink --- | Just a short poem from when I felt very alone and suicidal. |
| This is from the e --- | The "e" stands for ecstasy (the drug). Written in my self-medicating (AKA drug abuse) days. |
| What I See (when I see me) --- | "Lost in the Mirror" comes to mind .... |
| Suicidal Drowning --- | Very short ... very to the point. |
| Just Want To Die --- | This is pretty much an instant reaction/feeling to losing a guy I loved. Felt very alone and thought of suicide for a long time. |
| Still Searching --- | Another short poem. This is basically me looking for answers ... |
| Stuck --- | Very descriptive of how my life feels most of the time. |
| Always Wanted --- | I wrote this when I was in one of the psychiatric hospitals. The person mentioned was one of my nurses, a great guy called Danny. |
| Tree of Me --- | Written when I was in a psych hospital. One of my personal favorites. (the poem not the hospitalization ...) |
| Whistling Danny --- | The infamous Danny - one of my nurses in a psych hospital. |
