1999
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Tripping and Falling --- Chastizing myself for everything. Written 12-15-99 Please Delete The Real Me --- I want to be understood but that involves people getting close. Written 12-12-99 No Room For Love --- One feeling at a time ... Written 11-15-99 Walking Away --- Why sometimes I want to leave my husband ... Written 9-29-99 Rainbow Colors --- Drowning in Life. Written 9-18-99 Ruling Emotions --- Why do I feel things that I don't feel??? Written 9-1-99 Life --- Short poem about how life feels. Written 8-19-99 Butterflies And Razor-Blades --- Very short - very simple. Written 8-12-99 Kisses Or Claws --- It's either one or the other ... Written 8-4-99 Roses And Thistles --- What I want to give VS what I can give. Pieces Taken --- Thinking about the past. The poem says it all ... Written 4-22-99. Bliss Tonight? --- Wrote this the night after I wrote Case Closed. Same shit happening in my life, same suicidal feelings ... Written 4-11-99. Case Closed --- My husband and I had spent the day discussing him wanting to leave. Became suicidal and then wrote this poem. Written 4-10-99. Glad '98 Is Over --- Not a day goes by I don't think of my mom. Written 1-27-99. Breaks My Heart (To Be Without My Mom) --- 5-month anniversary of my mom's death. Written 1-22-99.
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