~ Case Closed ~

Wait for the feelings to come ...
Wait for the tears to come ...
No emotions ... no tears.
I don't care.
Simple ... I don't care.

I was alone with you,
I can deal with loneliness without you.
I was empty before you met me,
I'm empty again now.
You filled me with a something I cannot explain,
but that I will not miss.
A temporary satisfaction for my life.

I don't hate you.
I don't care.
Now I know that not even love,
is enough to satisfy the emptiness.
Not even you could fill it all.

I've tried too hard,
too long, too much ...
Can't care anymore.

No blame for you.
You did the best you could.
Blame for me,
blame for the beast,
blame for the wretched bitch
who broke it all.

The hater of the hatred.
The breaker of the broken.
The criminal of the crime.

"Bring out the first witness."

There is just one,
and it is me.
I saw it all, did it all ...
Deserve something.
Give me something ...
anything.
Bring on the pain,
I caused the pain,
make me suffer.
MAKE ME PAY!

"Deal out your own punishment."

As always.

No, this time I'm done.
She's done too much.
She's hopeless, worthless ... alone.

"Death ...
by whichever means the criminal chooses."

Slow and painful?
Fast and furious?
Make a choice.
MAKE A CHOICE!!!

I want to be alone,
remain alone.
Die alone.

Sleep-induced death,
slow .. time for thought.
Time for silent apologies.
Time for silent prayers.

Pray it's really over.
Pray you won't remember this life.

Sorry to those who cared,
it's nice you did.
Shame I can't.
Sorry to those who hurt,
I wish you didn't.
Shame I did.
Sorry to him I love,
it was nice to feel.
Shame it couldn't last.

When I die before I wake,
I pray you the best in life ...

"... case closed."