APRIL 23rd, 1994
6:19 pm
Went to a party last night in Wallaroo. Got really drunk, and whole bunches of things happened. Let me start with the bad. Well, the worst anyway.
I had mum and dad's car and for some brilliant reason I thought I might like to go for a drive after I'd been drinking A LOT. I drove through Kadina and saw Sally and Darren and a few other people, so I pulled up to talk to them and they asked for me to take them for a drive. They jumped in and I drove back to Wallaroo. We were driving around the grand-prix track (not a real grand-prix track, it't just what we call it ..), and I was going super fast (and was super drunk). I went to turn one of the bends but one of the wheels hit the edge of the footpath and we ended up spinning a complete 360. The wheels hit the footpath on the other side of the road completely side on and we bounced up the footpath, did another 360, and went through a fence backwards. We came to rest about 2 metres from the edge of the little cliff there (maybe a 10 metre drop, not real sure). The whole thing probably happened in about 10 seconds but I saw the whole thing in slow motion and I thought it was never going to end.
As soon as we stopped I managed to ask if everyone was okay, and we all sat there in a totally dumbfounded silence for a minute. Everyone eventually said they were okay, and we got out. The chain-link fence we went through was completely wrapped around the back axle and one of the poles in the fence had smashed down on top of the car. We unwrapped the fence from the wheels, and I didn't have a clue what to do, I was terrified. I didn't want to drive because I was so freaked out, but I didn't want to stay there waiting for someone or something like that because I knew I would get in so much trouble since I was drunk. Darren said he would take me back to the party and get a lift from someone there back to Kadina.
I was totally freaking out though, and couldn't stop crying, so Darren took us first to a backroad so I could calm down before going back to the party. Darren and I were standing outside the car while the other guys stayed inside, and he was trying to help me calm down. We kissed. It was nice.
Got back to the party and I'd calmed down a little by then. Needless to say, I drank a lot more after that. When I got home this morning I tried lying to mum and dad and said I accidentally backed into a fence at the house I was at last night, but after dad looked over the car, I had to spill the beans. The car is fucked ! Dad said I have to go to the police station tomorrow and report the accident, otherwise he can't claim it on insurance. Oh yeah ... I forgot to mention to them that I was drunk. Not looking forward to tomorrow.
The party last night got better after the accident. Well, better in the "I had fun" way, but probably bad considering. After drinking more I decided I wanted to go into Wallaroo (the party was about a 10 minute walk out), and since I sure as hell wasn't driving anywhere, I walked into Wallaroo. I ended up running into Simon Murphy and a bunch of his friends. He's cute. We all hung out and talked for a while, and they started to walk me back to the party but Simon and I decided to go a different way to Steven and the other guys. We walked off, and somehow we ended up in the kindergarten. Well, not in the building or anything, but we were sitting at these little kid-sized versions of picnic tables or something like that. I don't know how it happened or anything like that, but we started having sex right there on that table. It was dark and the kindergarten has trees all around it, but the next thing we know someone is shining a torch at us. It was the cops. They yelled at us to stop, but we just jumped up and ran (pulling clothes back on as we did). I could hear them running after us and yelling at us to stop, then Simon quickly said to me "I'll find you when they've gone, find somewhere to hide" and he ran off in a different direction. I ran and ran (it felt like I was running forever anyway), then I noticed these big bushes/bushy trees so I quickly jumped in under one. I heard the cops run past, and I just knelt down in there feeling my heart pounding and trying not to make even the tiniest sound. It was such a rush !
After a few minutes I heard Simon calling out to me so I came out from the bush and saw him coming towards to me. He said one of the cops had chased him after we split up, so I guess I had the other one after me. He asked where I hid and I showed him, then we decided to take advantage of the privacy of this tree or bush or whatever it was (I just remember it being big and having more space underneath than you'd imagine). We ended up having sex there. Afterwards Simon asked if I would be okay to walk back to the party by myself 'cause he really thought he should go home since the cops would probably assume it was the two of us they'd been chasing if they saw us together. Made sense to me, so I walked back to the party by myself.
Nothing else much happened, except this morning before I left the party I was saying something about Simon, nothing about us having sex just general conversation, and someone said "Oh yeah, he's with Janina right?". I didn't know that. She's nice. Oh well. Not my fault really. I'm not the one that cheated.
I wonder why I always seem to end up sleeping with all these guys who have girlfriends. What is up with guys??
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MAY 18th, 1994
Started going out with Paul.
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MAY 28th, 1994
Paul broke up with me.
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JUNE 11th, 1994
Paul and I got back together.
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: June 20th, 1994
: July 23rd, 1994
: October, 1994
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NOVEMBER 11th, 1994
Paul broke up with me again.
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NOVEMBER 20th, 1994
Paul and I got back together.
: March 26th, 1994 - 18th Birthday
